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October 31, 2006
gettin' my all-hallows eve on!
yeah, that's prolly what she's thinkin' too...
i didn't decorate a ton this year, cuz i don't have the funding i normally do...i did a couple of pumpkins(seen here in their initial outline)...
and they came out ok
i did up the entry with bat-cutouts and some black crepe paper i left over from something....
the sky was a very halloweenie kinda sky
all that was needed were the trick-o-treaters....none of whom showed up....yup-yup
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October 29, 2006
revell avenue
while we were walking around, checking out the old street, this guy followed us around....maybe it was that cookie i gave him...
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October 28, 2006
autumn is rolling in!
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October 24, 2006
the ever-evolving color show that is autumn in new england
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October 23, 2006
lee, massachusetts
it was chilly and clear; the perfect weather for a long drive and stories about back-in-the-day...
i found out that pittsfield has a hazmat issue because GE didn't clean up after themselves when they closed their factory and pulled outta town.....i never knew this
i also found out that uncle ed used to live up near lee, when he was going to grad school....
it was an interesting sporty outing!
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October 20, 2006
personal evolution

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October 18, 2006
gifts long forgotten.....
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October 16, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TESSY!!!!
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October 14, 2006
smallest zucchini....EVER
things in the garden didn't turn out too well....i shoulda used somma the energy i spent on the seeds in prepping the soil. the results were: the beans died, the squirrels ate all the zucchini blossoms (which are necessary for the vegetable to grow), strawberries take a year to "take", and planting the tomatoes too late meant that the frost came before they could ripen on the vine....
i put the ONE zucchini i got next to the tomatoes for size comparison. the tomatoes i picked from the plants and put in a brown paper bag. that bag sits in our sunniest window, and the ripening happens at a slow-yet-truly-unnatural pace....
and now some random autumn picts
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the crafting moved with a slow gait
i took a break from forcast to make the v-neck. once i was done, i went back and finished it.
lastly i made tessy some sweaters for this winter. she sorta needs them for when it snows, so her belly area/belly hair won't get all frozen.
there has also been some beading!
then i went to a.c. moore (a kind of michaels), and there were so many cool beads in the 50%off bin, that i bought some to make this vintagey bracelet. in particular i love the swarovski clasp!
i was still on a bracelet tear, but also wanted to use a tube of mixed seed beads i'd bought at beadissimo before i left san francisco.
while parusing b-n-b i found a great pattern for these crochet earrings
once i made the earrings, i knew i needed to make a bangle for myself, using the same pattern. i went with red simply because it's my favorite color.
then i wanted another goes-with-anything bracelet.
finally, finally, finally, my thoughts have finally turned to christmas, which means i won't be able to show any f.o.'s until january or so....what i can show for now are some ornaments i finished. this year there'll be a real tree, so i made some larger ornaments.
and that's all of it...that's six months of crafting....how quickly it passed....
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October 12, 2006
yippe-kie-yie-yea!
you know, i'm feeling pretty good today; i might even call it borderline elation. i have no idea why, since nothing in particular has happened. i still don't know if i got that job at smith or not. my time is still being spent between tessy, the house, and crafting (which is getting more holiday minded lately). the big outing of the day is still going to the grocery store (aka errands), eating out with tully/sue and/or dad, or taking tessy on the longer afternoon walk. there have been no life-altering revelatory experiences. my biggest excitement is being able to add birds to my bird-sighting list, or cooking something new for dinner. i still don't really have any friends here, other than sage, and ted(who's an hour and a half east in roslindale). and let's not forget that the side-front yard is awaiting my leaf-removal attention...
yet here i am, feeling borderline elated.
i also have a question. i've noticed during my walks that there's an interesting landscaping situation.
this is one of the paths that leads to the trail around paradise pond. about halfway down the path it becomes this:
by the time the path intersects the trail, it looks like this (curb has been circled):
what happened? i mean, the lawn next to the path is mowed regularly, how did this tar path get grown over? it's instigated my curiosity for sure...any constructive suggestions are welcome!
all i have left to show you are some arty shots from the walk and the rest of the day. note that sporty makes a cameo! i'm hoping to post pictures of the stuff i made over the summer, including three fun sweaters for tessy! maybe i'll do that this evening!
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October 10, 2006
the leaves, oh, the leaves
despite temperatures that might suggest otherwise, fall has started. fall, indeed, as the yard is covered with leaves that have fallen there. i did the front-front yard (as opposed to the side-front yard) since rain's on the horizon, and wet leaves are quite difficult to rake. i'm also under the distinct impression that the condition of the front-front yard defines the overall appearance of the house, while the side-front yard is more of an afterthought....i suppose i think that because when we first moved in there wasn't really a side-front yard, there was "a small field" next to the house. then evolution happened, and suddenly, there's a side-front yard. now, why i would feel the strong urge to dillineate between front yards is up to you to decide for yourself, as i, personally, have no idea why i would have such feelings of borderline indifference to the side-front yard...well, other than the fact that it more than doubles the amount of work you need to keep up on in the front yard....
well, there you go!
tessy hung out with me while i worked on the yard...
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October 08, 2006
day-of-the-oppressor weekend
ted came out for a brief weekend visit.
i kinda lost track of pict-taking until we went on the walk saturday afternoon.
can you find tessy?
ted was very drawn to the light....
can you find ted?
i noticed on this walk, in particular, how much earlier it's getting dark these days.....well, i suppose that was partially due to how much later we took the walk from when i "normally" go....actually, there is no "normal" time (poor tessy), i kinda go when it strikes me...
i've come to think that perhaps ted's abilities to disappear into the landscape might have been honed during secret-agent training...whaddya think?
ted's not in that one...that one i took just cuz i thought oooohhhh, pretty! when i looked up...
and i thought this one looked out of a scene of LORD OF THE RINGS (and you'd thought i'd forgotten all about lotr, just because it's not the topic of conversation so much these days...silly you.)
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October 06, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TULLY!!!!

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October 04, 2006
getting some heavy visuals here....
i'm not feeling all that verbose today, but i've got quite a few picts to share....
staring out this screen door is tessy's version of television....i wonder what she's gonna do when it's too cold to open this door anymore....
the walk
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October 03, 2006
willa ford....really?!?
i'm referring to dancing with the stars. i really enjoy this show. i could label all my reasons, which some may label "justifications", but i won't. i'll just say that i don't normally like "reality television", but i enjoy dwts; i even call in to vote!
this week i found i was unexpectedly, and genuinely, moved by something willa ford said. she and her professional dance partner (pdp) maksim had performed a beautiful waltz, and were back stage talking to one of the show's mc's. willa said that maybe she'd sold herself short, and that maybe she could do the graceful/elegant thing...

and good for you that you've had this self-realization/life changing concept televised live and broadcast to millions on dwts!!!!! although i might have a couple of votes to spare for you in the weeks to come, i must say, for me, it's still ALL ABOUT JERRY SPRINGER!!!
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October 02, 2006
pretty pretty lawn foliage
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October 01, 2006
first degree burn-out
my candle burns at both ends;
it will not last the night. edna st.vincent millay
when i made the decision to move to the east coast, i knew a lot of it had to do with feeling burned out. i suppose i couldn't have known at that time how deeply burned i'd become, and it was only as the months in new england unfolded that i came to realize i was basically charred from years of trying to do "too much with too little time".
the way i've been attempting to heal has been to do allow myself to completely follow my instincts with how i spend my time. i've been telling myself that it's ok not to be producing something every couple of days, it's ok to not be trying to think of a solution for all the world's ills, that it's ok to simply "be" for a while, even if that while is a LOOOOOOOOOOONG while. this is difficult to do at times, as there are many you should be doing something more moments. i have found i need to consciously remind myself i'm in the midst of my year long sabbatical. i am experiencing a choice for something different, and it's not a situation that needs to be rectified. i think part of this is that i've used my productivity as a means of self-definition. this is part of why i stopped blogging for the summer; i was allowing myself to just be "in the moment" (even though i still took alot of pictures) and not be thinking about how i would relate the moment to someone else. as the summer ends and fall begins, i'm feeling cautiously motivated. well, i suppose it would be more accurate to say "ancy". i'm not used to being still, which is not necessarily a good thing; sharpen the saw and all that.... however, on my walk with tessy today, i was reminded of the natural rhythm of things. that's basically what i'm looking for in this year sabatical; my natural rhythm. i've followed an externally applied rhythm for about 15 years or so, and it's become apparent, it wasn't really working for me.
nature, left to it's own devices, produces a lot of beauty. it takes some time, warm days and cool nights, for the leaves to turn such brilliant colors, and it's not a process that can be rushed and the rewards are well worth the wait. however, this does not mean that the process is any less beautiful itself. i realized i was taking what i wanted as the end result, and using it as a compass for the process/journey.
the journey/process, as stated in many old sayings and cliches, is crucial to the overall result. this is something i know, if only because of hearing those sayings and cliches over the period of time that is my life. i realized i was taking what i wanted as the end result, and using it as a compass for the process/journey. this is not the natural order of things. nature doesn't start with the end, in that it seems not to even have a start or an end. nature just is...
tessy, especially on our walks, is a great reminder during boughts of tumultuous thought, that going through the process, taking the natural time and rhythm, may be a soothing balm in itself. she just is in the moment, experiences it, then moves on. the more i go out with her, and experience her, the more perfect she seems to me. it's the kind of natural perfection that just seems to make sense. she chases the squirrels. she wants to be off-road, off-leash. she's shy of other dogs. she wants all people to want to give her belly rubs. she wants to get through those windows to get those squirrels really badly and doesn't understand why i won't let her. she growls when she hears people on the street outside at night. she won't poo in the yard. she wants to have more food all the time. she wants in your lap, especially when it's night. she doesn't know how she feels about cats....and her tail wags an aweful lot.....the burn-out took away my tail wagging...in fact, i was a little kid the last time i had natural tail wagging....i think it's worth a year of uncertainty to get back to the place where i've got that tail wagging going on....
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